June 22, 2012

Day 26: What Would You Like To Change About Yourself?

If I was one of the Seven Deadly Sins, I'd definitely be Sloth. I hate to admit it, but I am incredibly lazy. I'm constantly looking for the quickest and easiest way to do anything, and even then I do a lot of things half-ass. It's one of my biggest flaws. It keeps me from being a straight A student. It keeps me from being more active. It keeps me from doing a lot of things I want to do. If I could change just one thing about myself it'd be my laziness. I really wish I had more motivation and self-discipline.

Right now, I'd love to change my body. I've gotten really self-conscious about my physical appearance these past six months. I was in shape, weighing just 122 pounds, in December. But come spring semester I stopped working out, and I started eating a lot of junk food. Now I weigh 133, which is the heaviest I've ever been. It would be wonderful if I could drop 10 pounds and get my six-pack back. But of course my laziness is keeping me from working out regularly.

And one last thing, I'd love to change my jealous tendencies. I mentioned it in my "Deal-Breakers" Post that my biggest relationship flaw is jealousy. It'd be great if I could genuinely not care about so many things concerning other people. It probably comes from some deeply-rooted confidence issues, which would partially be due to my physical appearance, which isn't up to par because I'm lazy. I'm telling you, all my problems are somehow related to laziness. But if I could change my jealousy I'd be happy.


*Part of the 30 Day Challenge

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